Alienated

They say.. make the effort
seek and you shall find
They say.. take a chance
and it will be yours

They say.. be patient
it comes to those who wait
So.. I did
and I ended up broken

They say.. don't expect
and it will find you
So .. I did
and I ended up broken

All shattered inside
No way to pick up the pieces
Tears dried up
Spirit all torn

They say... we know how it feels
to be broken and shattered
No one will ever know
that all I ever wanted
was to belong
that all I ask for
is to fill this void deep inside of me

They say.. we care
that this is all in my head
Then why do I feel this way
feel like... I am alienated

And now I ask no more
I seek no more
I expect no more
Im drained of all energy
devoid of any emotion
Engulfed in nothingness
Now... I care no more.


- Namrata